A Bodom Visit***This is CHAPTER THREE out of a story that is being written. Please read the previous chapters before hand******This is also quite long.***When I woke up in the morning I found the bed beside me completely empty. Part of me felt disappointed that she hadnt stayed and allowed me to give her a proper good-bye. Should I really have expected any different from someone I'd come home with after being at the bar? Probably not.Part if me wondered if I would have reacted the way I thought I would if she had stayed. Would I be happy or more then willing to show her the door? The thought dwelled in my brain longer then it should have, and I found myself thinking back to all those one night stands I'd had in the past.Unsure of what to do now that I had time on my hands and no woman in the house to direct me to do things, I decided to work on one of my old cars I was currently fixing up. The work kept me occupied enough that I didn't feel like I would never find the right person to spend my l
The DarknessIt surrounds me until I give in,to its whispers and pleas.They say they need me and I need them,soldiers without a leader lost and without meaning.Times like this I wish I never inherited this curse,that I was not a bastard child.Only my ancestors know what this curse is,for only my family line has carried it.Darkness is drawn to us,takes us for its leader and prophet.They are still when the sun rises,but come nightfall all who apposite it are not safe.There are those who oppose my gift, my birthright,they believe darkness only harbours the devil in their eyes.The darklings whisper of the things these people say,of the horrors and atrocities they do in the hope of a better world.Eventually I cannot ignore the calling I was born for,The one thing that makes me truly unique among mortals.A vessel for this power I may be,but I will not become a slave to it.It will not crush my sanity,or use me solely as a suit.I will become the darklings leade
So Much Better Than ThatYou love me but I dont love you,You need me but do I need you?Will you be able to deal with everything,If I just let you go?Your pain hurts me but Im the cause,Your heart wants love but youre too lost.Desperate for love and desperate for change,All these angry words we exchange.I dont want to hurt you but I already am,Sometimes Id wish youd be a man.Accept things for what they are and move on,Please just move on for me and you.I care for you but not in that way,I can feel our friendship starting to decay.These rifts of emotions are tearing us apart,What if we could go back to the start?Would things be different if I didnt care?But deep down inside I know wed still be here.Desperate for love and desperate for change,All these angry words we exchange.I dont want to hurt you but I already am,Sometimes Id wish youd be a man.Accept things for what they are and move on,Please just move on for me and you.